life.

There are times in my life when I wish that I did not have a mind that could think so much. I will lie awake at night, just thinking for what seems like hours. I think about the scariest things at night. I think that is why I always have bad dreams. There are so many things I am scared of in life. but I am going to try not to focus on those things as much.

and so on and so forth

college.
better than i could have ever imagined.
and yet tough, in ways that i never thought could be tough.
I miss aspects of my old life that I never thought I would miss. such as being around woman that are older than 21. I truly miss that older women i my life that use to counsel me. Tonight I went to a bible study in which it was only girls and three women were talking to us. It was so nice to hear from women who are mature and have experienced life. and that arent in the same boat as you trying to figure life out and give you advice.